Hi Robin,
I have been doing a lot of thinking, and I think maybe I have been going about
things all wrong to you. Let me try this method, and I pray that you will
follow me?
Do you know what it means to be born-again? OK, that is what happened to me,
Robin. In the bible, being born-again is described as being baptized with the
spirit. That is what happened to me, Robn. It happened after I got fired
illegally fired from my job. In the bible, it says that people that are
born-again... when it happens, no one knows when it does happen... that it's
just like a "blowing of the wind", Robin, and it can only happen from ABOVE!!!
I hope you can understand this, Robin. Remember when I told you that my bible
changed? That when I opened it up, words appeared that were different? OK, that
was only the beginning, Robin. Please believe me when I tell you this. Christ
and his deciples have being going around this world, Robin. Jesus had truly
come to me, Robin. He came to me thru his spirit and was inside of me for a
short period of time, Robin. Jesus told me that his Father sent him to bring
"The Word" to me, Robin. I was told that my God has forgiven me of all of sins
and I was also told that because I have accepted "The Word" and BELIEVED, I
have been CLEANSED.
As far as my bible changing, the prophets that were with Jesus are still
talking to me, Robin. I thought that maybe it was everyone, but for some reason
Jesus told me that he specifically chose me out of this world. He said that he
wants me to testify with him because he's been with me since the beginning.
Robin, I told you about three years that while I was dreaming, I was pulled out
and talked too three Saints. After it happened, I remember telling you about
what happened, but you did not believe me. You told me that they were evil
spirits (I knew they were not). Robin, the prophets told me that when I was
talking to the Saints, I was in the presence of many witnesses, and that I
testifed about Jesus. I also read that this was done with everyone in the
world, but I seem to be the only one that remembers.
I am not sure what else to say, Robin. So many things were told to me. Robin, I
was told that God placed within my heart part of his Holy Spirit on deposit to
guarantee my redemption on Judgment Day, and that I will be kept spotless and
blameless till the end. And also that I am now a Son of God and an HEIR
(co-heirs with Christ) thru the Spirit of Sonship.
When Jesus was with me, Robin, he told me that he will leave me and go back to
his Father but will send to me a Counselor, the Spirit of Truth. He said when
He comes to me, He will convict the world of guilt in regard to sin and
rightiousness and judgment; In regard to sin, because men do not believe in
him; In regard to rightiousness, because he is going to the Father, where we
can see him no longer; and in regard to judgment because the prince of this
world now stands condemned.
I believe Jesus told me all of this because he wants me to bear witness to
everything. Robin, I told you that my bible became a book of prophesy. I was
told, "Blessed are your eyes, because they can see. Blessed are your ears,
because they can hear." I am really scared for you, Robin. You accused me of
not being a Christian, and when I mentioned to you that Jesus said about
divorce and that you're considered an adultress, you rejected what I said and
brought up the law of moses. Robin, Christ was an everlasting convenent, and he
came to undo the devil's work and "break the law", but you went back to the law
(citing divorce). I am not trying to preach to you, Robin, nor am I trying to
pass judgment on you, either. I love you very much and all that I wanted to do
was help you Robin. When you told me you were sick, I offered to lay my hands
on you and ask in the name of Lord Jesus that you be healed, but you just
ignored me and did not take me seriously. I know that I could have healed you,
Robin, because Jesus told me whatever I ask in his name, his Father will grant
it to me.
Well, all I can do and have been doing is pray for you, Robin. I know that even
now you still reject everything that I have said to you. But I have no reason
to lie, and you know that since I have known you, I have never lied to you...
so why would I all of a sudden to it now, and about Jesus coming to me?
I was told that we are in the final hour now. The prophets told me that we must
wait until the rebellion begins and the "man of lawlessness" is revealed. The
people of this world that are going to perish are being given a powerful
illusion that they're being saved, Robin. I tell you all this so that when it
does happen, you will believe what I have told you.
Remember that you will always be in my heart, Robin. I owe a lot to you. I am
just said that in the end, you choose to turn your back on me and not have
faith in my words. But in my heart, I truly believe and know you are a good
person and filled with lots of love. I hope that we can see each other soon.
